Trollcow TSB on Nostr: The issues I have with my Kiwi Farms thread. In case you don’t know, I’m ...

The issues I have with my Kiwi Farms thread.

In case you don’t know, I’m Trollcow/Elaine, and have a 140 something page long Kiwi Farms thread. Because of this, bullshit is regularly circulated about me, sometimes it’s funny, sometimes it’s annoying and sometimes it’s quite literally illegal or problematic.

Let’s do some myth busting.

“Trollcow was catfished.”
This is true, I know who both of the catfishes are, and they haven’t been mentioned in my threads yet. One goes by Sandwich and is a farmhand at lolcow.farm and the other is a Bitwave/Ralph/Plate Gang orbiter who goes by Beans.

“Trollcow released the content herself.”
Absolutely not. I pressured the catfishes into posting one Anony link which contained nothing. The catfishes posted the video and photo content.

“Trollcow pissed herself and cut someone’s name into her/all the content is real and she’s just coping”
There are only around two legitimate photos of me. Both were taken when I was 15, and are essentially child porn of me. They were sent to an ex when I was 15, and after promising me he’d deleted them, he sent them to the catfish as he was very very up to date with my threads.

The rest of the content is deepfaked. Some of it I believe to be of a hired only fans girl who was hired by the catfishes. Some of it may be AI. Although some of it contains my voice, this was obtained via catfishes/people I’m no longer friends with, recording voice calls with me and pasted over the top of the deepfakes. Some of it I believe was done with face swap technology, photoshop or AI. I truly don’t know.

“Trollcow admitted to making the deepfakes”
Yes but I retracted this statement later on in my thread. The reason I did this was because I didn’t want to initially give the people posting CP and doctored pornography of me the W, or any attention for doing something so gross. I later realized this was stupid for legal reasons and could cause confusion.

“Trollcow has BPD”
I do not have BPD. It was concluded I had BPD about 5 pages into my thread because I was friendly, spergy, and very, uhh, out there. These are things most 18 year old ADHD women have/do. If by that logic I’m BPD, then honestly god help you all lol. There was no medical reasoning for this label. My psychiatrist even thought it was funny and said I am almost the polar opposite of BPD. I believe this stereotype is also weighted in misogyny, and the “manic pixie dream girl” archetype men want to categorize women as irl.

“Trollcow is schizophrenic”
Again, absolute opposite of me. I have never been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I do not have delusions or hallucinations, and am almost TOO in contact with reality. I have never seen anything paranormal, and I’ve even been unable to hallucinate on hallucinogenic drugs. I am way too self aware, which is kind of depressing at times. People I know irl have even told me I’m too logical and scientific to enjoy life. Lol.

“Trollcow has been doxed”
Oddly enough, my address or family have never been correctly identified. No, my dad is not the architect everyone keeps bringing up.

“Trollcow is a slag”
I am a Volcel and extremely sexually inexperienced. This is embarrassing to admit but hey ho, cest la vie.

“Trollcow’s parents were emailed by Josh”
Josh kept emailing either fake emails set up by trolls, spoofed emails, or hacked emails that were in that state due to people impersonating who they thought were my parents. He has never contacted or been contacted by actual relatives of mine.

“Trollcow spammed lolcow.farm with cp/gore”
I never spammed CP, nor am friends with anyone who has. I have never downloaded that contact. Josh saying “the jannies totally proved it to me” and not showing any receipts, is not proof of guilt. He even redacted this accusation later, as I threatened to sue for defamation. I spammed scenes from horror movies like Saw at one point, which I wouldn’t classify as gore. I also spammed memes about the Admin.

“Why did you admit to posting gore then?”
Because the admin blackmailed me into framing myself on my Kiwi Farms thread in the guise that she would remove my lolcow.farm threads, which she didn’t.

“You were banned for posting CP on lolcow.farm”
The first time yes, but Josh later retracted this ban which I don’t think he’d have done had he thought I actually did spam Cp. I was banned a second time for “being a danger to herself and others.”

“Trollcow has drug induced insomnia”
I’ve had insomnia since I was 7. It comes from my ADHD hyperactivity and I’ve had it before I’ve even known what drugs are.

“Trollcow lies about her wealth and nationality”
No, this would be retarded and garner no benefit to me.

“Trollcow does drugs”
I have only ever taken drugs for medicinal benefits. I have severe OCD that is sometimes aided by non conventional medication. I advocate for legalizing drugs because of this.

“Trollcow is a NEET”
I have a full time job.

There you have it, a summary of myth busting because fuck the liars & disinfo lol.