used to i was trying to survive because i had something to prove
now i just don't care
i occasionally get immersed and emotionally invested in little projects or ideas of mine, but outside of that i just don't care.
i just want things to go by faster. i'm tired of being put through this slow torture that is life. i don't know how i manage to get through it at all. you'd think i would've just given up and starved myself to death by doing nothing a long time ago.
i'm tired of throwing myself under the bus. what does it earn me? i need to know.
Diabolical Catgirl /
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2025-04-02 16:51:44
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