Yo Soy Freeman on Nostr: My psychiatrist got mad at me yesterday and told me, worried, that i will die if i ...

My psychiatrist got mad at me yesterday and told me, worried, that i will die if i don't do something now. He have been keeping me alive for more than 10 years now. It was shocking to see him angry and so visible sad... I got so used to the worse feelings possible all the time that i forget how hard can be to others to hear me talk.

This is my first day with new antidepressants and sleeping medication. I shaved and showered myself and cleaned the room after so many time.

Wish me strength.