All good, it's 100% on me that it didn't work out. I just was a very flawed human being at that time, who liked being in trouble, and i pushed her away, and one day i overplayed my luck, and hurt her so bad emotionally that things had changed after.. I can't forgive myself and am not over it, thats why i stay alone, because it wouldn't be fair to other women when they would have to cope with me still grieving... I'm not unpopular, and could find anotherone pretty easily, but i just haven't processed my backlog yet...
But yeah, russian women for the most part still value primal attributes in men, and don't feel ashamed! And they love being a Woman and especially being a good woman.
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