There's nothing that sinks me quicker than eating a meal and then seeing pictures of someone thinner and beautiful.
I don't know if I will ever be able to mentally/emotionally decouple those two completely different and unrelated descriptors of a body.
Logically I know they don't correlate and that believing they do is a fault of a society built by assholes... but... I... I can't...
It's still the biggest hurdle in my trans journey as well : Can't be an actual woman with a body like this......
I'm fucking tired, y'all.
kate /
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2023-09-27 05:51:46
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2023-09-27 05:51:46Event JSON
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