charisma_ni_zandro on Nostr: I don't know?how can i can tell?i know this has been happenning for sometime,but i ...

I don't know?how can i can tell?i know this has been happenning for sometime,but i just can't explain it properly..English language is only my option which is not my natural spoken language...its so technical most of the times and i get lost forwords ,plus there's no one to discuss this is with,although they will be there at the beginning the suddenly they'd be gone...