LAUREL 🧚🏼‍♀️ on Nostr: nothing warms my heart the way morning conversations with the 10-year-old do… This ...

nothing warms my heart the way morning conversations with the 10-year-old do…

This morning he told me how in his extremely vivid dreams last night, I was teaching him healthy ways to deal with the feelings of anger & frustration.

of course, I’ve never sat down and taught him these things, but when the moment arises, I always stand to guide them towards healthier options...


This feels like serene confirmation that my work here has been done and it’s okay for me to leave now.

the universe and its creator speaks to us daily through these types of interactions. It’s not always simple to see it because we’re clouded by the judgment of the moment.

i’m so glad that today I was conscious enough to recognize all of these messages.

I took this job because it felt like a way to balance the karma - I like to call it my karmic duty.

lately, i’ve been feeling a pull southward- but carrying the guilt of leaving (the kids) too soon.

with this 15 minute conversation, not on my knees making some confession in a dark room, but instead, washing dishes & smiling to birdsong thru the window: i was able to relinquish the shame i carried for months now, and recognize the blessings i’ve received and given. recognize the plain divinity in this existence.

simple.
sweet.
subtle.

what a blessing it is to serve the greatest good of humanity- just by being yourself.
just by following your heart.
just by breathing in This moment.

thank you god. thank you universe. thank you ancestors. thank you love.

this existence is purposeful beyond comprehension- and maybe it’s time to just accept that.