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Authentic AF & painful but it’s true. I still love him because I can’t help but love him.
Done everything in my power to not care for him but it’s just my emotions. Luckily my actions don’t follow them. 😂

Why humans continue to destroy one another is pathetic & sad. Yes, I’m including myself in this example.

quoting note1tt7…h8ke

Neither of us does anything normal is probably the best answer.

Timing didn’t work out when we were younger. I lied when he gave me the chance to tell him I loved him.

We both made mistakes when younger & we learned. We both hurt one another in various ways. Neither of us will ever submit to anything ever again. Why?

We both have done enough things to destroy any possibility of a future relationship. Recently, I chose not to see him believing it was the most respectful choice. Either way, it would have required me to travel & as a grown woman: I’m not chasing anyone. Sure, I’d stand next to
him forever but on this one thing: he needs to come to me. We’re stubborn. Oh well.

Heartbreak isn’t new to either of us. Maybe we both deserve everything we got. Who knows? I don’t. At this point: I doubt he cares anymore as I certainly no longer care to see him again. Probably what he wanted the entire time. If that’s true: then at least he can be happy now. ♥️

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