Thank you, but sadly when I feel like this I won’t believe any of it. The people who were supposed to care about me are happy to let me die in a corner. Brighter days just won’t come, been hoping for years, heck, for decades now. I don’t even know how to take care of myself anymore. I don’t reach for support anymore. Support gets promised and then support won’t come.
All is left is a meltdown. I am tired of watching life get by. Tired of getting my hopes up, only to have them bring me down.
exspiravit /
npub1dy…hljz5
2024-04-05 10:13:51
in reply to nevent1q…vl2p
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npub1dy7zsvk7jwd547xvmpptzlc9muhd64g7txvf60zwlxjyj4aj78as6hljz5Published at
2024-04-05 10:13:51Event JSON
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