suddenly I realized not so much things left to expect in my life.
I felt something empty while working alone in my house , even families couldn't complete me.
if this isn't the damage of meth dose on last Friday I may call this middle age crisis, shit I remember the word from my friend 10 years ago
"I'm afraid you'll commit suicide one day just because you'll expect nothing for this world, just for see the new things"
but so many things left I haven't watch in this world, hmm, I want go to space. I just want feel humans are not alone .
why am I crying now, it's not by sad or despair , maybe selfishly I've imagined that the someone or something feel the same and seek each other to feel "we're not alone anymore"time to time but until that day both we are alone in the space but until that day humans won't give up.
okay still I can cry for thinking about humankind, at least I can work for my own.
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