Autismmaxxing Schizo Weebcel on Nostr: i'm not pretty. at my peak trooning i got described at maybe a 6 at tops (though ...

i'm not pretty. at my peak trooning i got described at maybe a 6 at tops (though realistically they're hugboxxing and i was more like maybe a 4 or 5 if generous) and some unwanted sexual attention but i no longer look as youthful and because east yurop i haven't taken hrt in close to half a year now and smoking definitely has sped up looking worse too i'm back to being just a thoroughly failure of a man, i can't even stand going outside looking too bad but i try and look decent and presentable and i go out and i get mocked by people as i walk by, and that's looking decent, it is thoroughly over for me