npub1a2s4fd64mxwlgft6hws84plmkwchzv8fxd6xasdxsysywg3c08xq44hk7y (npub1a2s…hk7y)
Emotionally? Insecurities and a very demeaning internal dialogue. I'm my own worst enemy.
Relationships wise? Ego. I love to be Admired/Desired so that lead to having extramarital relationships with women that were essentially just trading nudes. Never was physical but was still wrong all the same.
The ego part is no longer an issue. Being nice to myself is so fucking hard.
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npub158…kywke
2023-09-29 00:44:53
in reply to nevent1q…30wm
Author Public Key
npub158332q76k7wxzpmaj2v9fujmw5u88rx2qf4l7zj3a3wh360sqpmqekywkePublished at
2023-09-29 00:44:53Event JSON
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