ninja8tyu on Nostr: I think I've identified a reason why I'm not really succeeding as a VTuber, and ...

I think I've identified a reason why I'm not really succeeding as a VTuber, and that's because I don't have a personality.

Not because I lack one, but moreso I've been completely fucked by reality and life and all the life and passion has been drained from me and anything that might make my personality interesting even from an early age.

I'm considering adopting a personality, but...

I've thought about being an overconfident brat who's a self-proclaimed good-at-everything god, but I've been humbled too many times to do that.

Depression and emo phase is natural and isn't that interesting, as much as I'm known for it.

Maybe delve into the fact I'm a bit of a freak, but that's just going to deter a lot of people from me, and censorship getting tighter really doesn't make that worthwhile...

Maybe if I just pretend to be a chuunibyou like Okabe, it'll be interesting, but can I even do it, especially in a way that's entertaining?