I’m tired of being good at being in pain. I’m tired of “managing it so well” and “I can’t even tell” and “you hide it well.”
I just want to scream and cry and sob and be miserable about it for a while.
I think that’s the worst part about chronic pain. If I broke my arm or was bleeding out, I’d get to cry about it. But because it hurts all the time, it’s just a normal Friday.
#NEISVoid #ChronicPain #hypermobility
Belle (she/her) /
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2023-06-30 14:07:59
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