Gentoo (Dayalice Tohka Mitsuki Echidna La Mer ) on Nostr: I feel pretty sad because I blocked my ex, after years of discussion he seemed ...

I feel pretty sad because I blocked my ex, after years of discussion he seemed interested in being a good friend.
He is demanding me too much, at least for me, he needs time and empathy.
Now i have an emotional burnout.

I cannot maintain the persona that wants harmony in relationships for much longer.
But I forgive him again, and always, and my forgiveness its legit, however, it dangerous, because that split my personality into, the me that loves, and the me that wants to inflict a lot of pain.
So the healthy would be stop the contact.