dadbodbaboon on Nostr: Meh. Emotionally i’m always good. At least that’s how I project. I feel ...
Meh. Emotionally i’m always good. At least that’s how I project. I feel very…..pushed aside in my marriage. Certainly not first, or second or even 5th or 6th in line of importance. Still love her but the “in love” is waning. I love my job but it’s at a stand still. I’m searching for something more in life and seriously considering a change in careers and a move across country. Physically i’m in constant pain. I stay very fit for my age but it’s taking it’s toll. I need hernia surgery and shoulder surgery but can’t afford them. My achilles tendons feel as if someone has thrust fish hooks through them and pulls at them with each step I take. My vision is worsening and I have constant headaches. I have a birthday coming next week and i’m becoming content with the fact my time is relatively short. Overall i’m actually a happy person and enjoy the small things every day and find something that puts a smile on my face. How are you?
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2023-09-06 22:53:17Event JSON
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