There are no Santa gifts for poor people. I like to have gifts, but i do not really care.
In the past i always spend the few money i had in gifts for my family. This year i only could pay 3 coffees.
If i can't be happy, i can't make people happy, and i can not provide for my people, what am I? what is my purpose? Do i have one?
I miss feeling sad. Real sadness. At this point i pretty much feel nothing. Is the void what hurts.
I'm pretty sure that humans are not supposed to feel like this.
Yo Soy Freeman /
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